As Ever flowing in the Light of Jah... being led where he leads and surrendering to the righteous path, one must also accept that Jah does not impede anothers free will. With Jah there truly is no need for fear. So even though Spirit may lead you into some dark and dangerous places some deep and difficult positions... you may see dreams shattered, plans delayed, or even feel you might be lost... but you must know that you are always being tempered by the flame of enlightenment. You are being dragged kicking and screaming beyond your limitations. It is an individuals choice whether to trust the divine, or to fear the unknown. I trust without fear. This I know. Now.
I have been blessed by the most Divine contrast of late. The Contrast of Trust & Fear in personal relationships. It was amazing... in moments of complete trust in the Divinity of the Divine plan all was beautiful and light... and the signs and recognitions of that light overflowed from all directions, yes it was a glimpse of Zion. But when battling with fear either yourself or anothers... the world becomes dark, contracted, the doors that seemed open now seem closed... The path that was paved so clearly becomes confused and difficult to surmount. The heart that was open becomes cold and detached. Suddenly you see the desire to abandon that part of the path completely for it seems too difficult. Or maybe it's simply your belief that Zion truly cannot be that easy to attain. That love cannot truly be that pure and unconditional. That the battle cannot be won so easily through such a simple thing... like love and compassion, understanding and acceptance. TRUST.
I ask you this... Who is creating the difficulty? The self and the fearing mind, the mind entrenched by its conditioning... or is it JAH? Sorry folks but its no one but you. The closer I walk with spirit the more I see that all the difficulties in this life are created or perpetuated by man. It is your choice to see the path as difficult and troublesome... and surely it will be. Just as it is your choice to decide that the path will be paved by the divine and when fully immersed on the mission guided by spirit the difficulties can cease. On occasion we must accept that some difficulties are necessary for learning and clarity... but if you are willing to watch and learn quickly the difficulties can roll off your back like a splash of water.So even though there may be difficulties it is essentially our choice as to how difficult that can and will be. Well outside of those in the minds of others for as I said before Jah does not impede anyones free will. He can only hope you hear the call and have the strength to follow it. If you find yourself locked inside anothers need to make things complicated and confusing I suggest you liberate yourself.
I choose to see the path as paved before me... and sure I will meet challenges but it is my choice to make them more difficult or simple. It is my choice to cling to what I know or to cling to what I might think I want or to jump into the vast unknown with its limitless possibilities. It is my choice to fight the stream or flow with it. It is my choice to be stuck or to move forward. It is MY CHOICE to fear or to trust.
By immersing on this path I have become so close to spirit that I can hear the voice of the divine. In those difficult moments if you truly quiet the mind and listen the answer is always there, the way to proceed is always there. I will never again fight against anothers free will no matter how much I can see what is driving it. I can only try to illuminate it, it is their choice whether to see it or to let fear and conditioning cloud it. It is also their choice to claim whatever they wish to claim is guiding it. I can only follow the divine voice that speaks to me.
Life is full of dissapointments. The key to accepting them is to accept that they are not actually disappointments, they are merely signs of what is not meant to be. Maybe not meant to be at all or maybe simply not meant to be right now. I sit and reflect at the things coming to fruition now, things I began manifesting a few years back. Things along the way I wondered if they could ever manifest... and I see clearly how patience is a virtue. I could have very well abandoned it all together, dissapointed that it did not happen when I wanted it to... fearful that I was wasting my time on an impossible dream, unable to make the changes necessary to fascilitate it, but in my reflection I am ever so glad I held to the vision. Cause here I sit on the verge of a dream. In the midst of this dream I thought also that another grander dream was being fullfilled at the same time. This dream crashed heavily at my feet. Should I now let the fact that one dream shattered hold me back from manifesting the other dream... No! I truck on... ever forward towards my dreams.
For as I mentioned before the dream that is not fullfilled is not meant to be fullfilled... this is where trust is ever so important over fear. I could fear now that because I didn't get what I wanted at that moment that I should never want it again, that it will never be fulfilled, that all is lost. But with wisdom I ask myself why? Why even feed such silliness! Particularly when you are depending on another to be the fulfillment of that dream. The world has 6.5 billion people in it... Do you really think that because that person isn't the one to fascilitate that manifestation that all hope is lost? Certainly not.
So I let go of the person who could not fill the position but by no means do I let go of the impending fullfillment of that position... why... because now I am even wiser. I know now how to fine tune that dream even more to fascilitate an even greater manifestation than that one. I turn away from difficulty into the light and trust that Jah knows what is best for me and will lead me there in due time. Aaaah and one then sighs a breath of relief... so simple really isnt it. That is my choice. Over choosing to be bogged down by dissillusionmnet and dissapointment which sadly seems to be the first instinct, to curse spirit for not fullfilling my needs, I remember even asking... "Why lead me here with such promises of fullfillment and then it not be fullfilled?"... and this is where Jah enlightens me that he does not control free will... and this is somehow easiest to do though it is far from simple. Completely trapped in our battle with self over not having our needs met. Your needs will surely be met... when the time is right. Have faith. Believe. Trust. Never fear that the dream is over... for we have much time to dream between birth and death. And even in death the dream expands into a more divine dream... that is endless and bathed in light.
UNTIL THAT DAY!
The Cosmic Diva
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